now

this page descibes what i'm up to _now_

books

books i'm reading currently:

  • shame is an ocean i swim across
  • feng shui for modern living
  • book of poetry for hard times : an anthology
  • books i have finished: linky

    journal

    2023-03-10

  • went up the cali coast
  • to morro bay, san diego
  • san francisco, many lakes
  • and finally, portland!
  • another friend had a cancer scare
  • there were layoffs at work
  • and i've kinda been low on energy
  • sorry, but not really, i needed my time for me!
  • started playing bloodbourne!
  • started developing a new gossip-based service discovery system
  • fack and i have been talking about microVMs and how cool they are
  • met a person i've wanted to meet for ages
  • played a few games of magic the gathering in person!!
  • decided to get my motorcycle license this year
  • and finally, now:
  • i'm living with one of my very best friends on earth
  • i'm starting to dance again
  • 2022-11-05

  • finished version 1 of the van
  • traveled to the west coast
  • acquired a small moped
  • walked on the beach with some of my favorite friends
  • built a huge sand castle
  • found burrowing bugs in the beach
  • 2022-07-31

  • i looked death in the eyes
  • i looked birth in the eyes
  • the world is losing a fierce, loving, amazing woman
  • 2022-07-17

  • the house has closed and is no longer mine
  • purchased a van and a storage container, blog inbound
  • traveled to south dakota with my madre
  • got maybe-covid ????
  • didn't play any video games for a few weeks straight
  • cut all my hair off again and bleached it again
  • hung out with my friend maddy a bunch
  • i've been doing a little better
  • building a fish at layer zero
  • learned to solder
  • played blackjack for the first time with some of my besties
  • 2022-05-30

  • managed to sell my house
  • was sick for a week straight
  • met some new friends :3
  • āĻšā§āĻŽā§ (sigh)
  • beat jump king, but lost the bet
  • 2022-04-05

  • moving back to MN to sell all my things
  • TX is neXT
  • 2022-03-28

  • came up with a list of my values
  • decided to live in a van
  • decided to sell/give away everything else
  • 2022-03-08

  • have been in florida for awhile
  • decided to sell my house
  • decided that i value freedom and autonomy
  • 2022-02-10

  • going to go to florida for awhile
  • 2022-02-04

  • 💀💀💀💀💀
  • 2022-01-28

  • started friday night crafting @ layer zero
  • rebuilt my blog :D
  • 2022-01-03

  • had thanksgiving
  • and christmas too
  • funded and built layer zero
  • warning: high tide
  • 2021-07-23

  • king died. i screamed outside in broad daylight and cut myself with the glass of a picture of his that i broke
  • moved in with bri <3
  • bought a miata and a house
  • started working at digitalocean
  • working on shrapnl in my offtime
  • 2021-03-06

  • feeling old
  • finally getting my teeth fixed, after years of neglect
  • thinking about going on psych meds again
  • struggling
  • 2021-01-13

  • had a merry christmas
  • 2020-10-07

  • developing a fully libre version of capsul
  • made jrss - my feed is here
  • set up a ci/cd system for cyberia linky
  • moved in with some of my very good friends